Wednesday, November 29, 2006
10:00 PM
This blog is soooo INACTIVE!!!!
coz I forgot to tell Bel must log in to blogger beta
haih!!
I miss Bel so much!!!!
And Aylwin Tim Andrew also
Holidays are so boring
well im meeting up with my fren on friday
hopefully it ll be fun :)
Bel you better show me that bikini of yours ok?!
We are going Sentosa after the hols
and you are SO GOING TO WEAR IT :)
Love you
Sunday, November 12, 2006
9:05 PM
Haih. Haih. Haih.
A lot is happening now besides my O's.
Both Bel and I are trying to juggle with everything.
The CIP project, nothing is confirmed yet. I'm going for the carwash alone on friday and sunday.
I don't understand how I dragged myself into this shit. Its like at the start everybody is so enthu then slowly you are left alone to run the show. No its not like that. Everybody just went home. Then I should be going home too!!! Why do I have to sacrifice my time for this??
Its a bit like council. Evrybody come and go, you just have to grab the mic hard and keep entertaining the audience. At least with council there are people who stand by me.
Haih I'm just having PMS actually. I'll be fine in no time.
Bel, don't worry ok? everything will be fine. I'm here for you, although I know I'm not of much help. Anyway I'm still here for you. Just try to shift your attention from the disappointment part to the actual work that you have to do. Thats how I juggle and get on with stuff anyway.
Love you XD
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
1:27 PM
Favourite colour?I have more than 1!Hmm..I love red! but...I love blue too!but the two colours..they complement each other very well..but the personalities they show..IT clashes completely!haha.This is fun!Lolx.The colours are all clashing right now but I don't really remember why.. and what I am doing..I broke a promise to myself today.I'm very sad about it.But.. I guess I'll just have to make up for it.HAigh.... >.<I want to go home la.Seriously.I just want to be the carefree little girl at home.Trying to figure out who is daddy and who is mummy.Life has changed.=)I love HUI ZYI!!!!Lolx.XDbut... rest assured...I am STRAIGHT!hahahahahaha.XD
Monday, November 06, 2006
9:27 PM
We've been spending almost everyday with Andrew.Monday to... Sunday.1 exact week.=)Well well well..Life has certainly been busy for me.I'm actually very stressed out right now.but you should be the one.Since you are having O's.However,not only do you seem not stressed,you are actually quite at ease.I guess it's you lucky smart people's thing.=)I'm stressed.Ignore me if I'm acting weird. Alright?Money problems. Friendship problems.Confidence problems.Studies.Workload distribution.Council.the DAMN cip project (yes! I'm hating it right now)I guess I just want the whole damn world to leave me alone.Wait.. This is a bad time to say this. Wrong place too.I'll blog at me own blogspot. haha. bye huiz.
4:28 PM
I have been spending so much time with Bel that I am starting of feel sick of it :/ >....<
No, that is not true! I love Bel and I don't mind spending the rest of my life with her.
No, no, that is not true too. I do love Bel but I can only spend about 50 years of my life with her.
No, no, no, that is not true either. I am so sure that I love Bel but I can only spend about 30 years with her because I have got other passions.
No, no, no, no, that can't be true too. I am so damn sure that my love for her is real but I can only spend the next 10 years with her because I am going to get married and have kids.
No, no, no, no, no, that is definitely not true! Words can't explain how dep my love for her is but I can only spend 1 year with her because I want to pursue my ambitions and dreams.
No, no, no, no, no, no, that is wrong!!! I love Bel. Period. But I only have 1 day for her because I want to spend time with my boyfriend :)
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, that is wrong too!!!!! I so love Bel but I only have 1 minute for her because I am going to have to study for my O's.
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, everything is wrong. I don't think I love Bel.
That was a joke, did you laugh?
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Are we really that tied down with commitments? It's all a matter of choice. How much care and love you have for another person, and how much are you willing to show by sacrificing for him/her. However, we are all born to this world only to part again, is it really worth it to dedicate so much time to another person who is parting you some time in the future? Well, I think it is. We gain, because we give =) Its a two way thing, isn't it?
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