Sunday, November 12, 2006
9:05 PM
Haih. Haih. Haih.
A lot is happening now besides my O's.
Both Bel and I are trying to juggle with everything.
The CIP project, nothing is confirmed yet. I'm going for the carwash alone on friday and sunday.
I don't understand how I dragged myself into this shit. Its like at the start everybody is so enthu then slowly you are left alone to run the show. No its not like that. Everybody just went home. Then I should be going home too!!! Why do I have to sacrifice my time for this??
Its a bit like council. Evrybody come and go, you just have to grab the mic hard and keep entertaining the audience. At least with council there are people who stand by me.
Haih I'm just having PMS actually. I'll be fine in no time.
Bel, don't worry ok? everything will be fine. I'm here for you, although I know I'm not of much help. Anyway I'm still here for you. Just try to shift your attention from the disappointment part to the actual work that you have to do. Thats how I juggle and get on with stuff anyway.
Love you XD
